Today's Stomach Ache

Today's work was horrible I don't want to work at House of Fraser again! All alone in the Karen Millen section. It was lonely! The staff was rather unsociable, the canteen was a nightmare, with everyone sitting in their separate corners. The manager couldn't seem to remember my name so called out "Karen Millen! Karen Millen! Karen Millen!" when a costumer needed help... Yay I must never work there again and I'm back in Whiteley's with the KM-family tomorrow!

immature/ just ripe

I hate how some people can think you're a mature person and then another perceives you as a little baby-pink girl. A guy I met yesterday said that "isn't it cool how a man and woman can get together create something" (kids). Ew, no my friend just had an abortion, babies are horrible.

And this thing about financial independence or legal independence overall, is something I strongly correlate to level of maturity. How much you depend on your family for housing, how much your life circles around them, basically the less strings, the more secure you are in yourself. Obviously this is not true for all, but man up and get your own place if you're really that much of a grown up, is what I say.

I am not a grown up, scrounging off of others to live the life I want.

It's Better to Burn Out than to Fade Away

Peace Rocks! I love a little peace and quiet once in a while

Really?? Rather take it easy from time to time! Feel like my eyeballs are melting from all the stress, I'm winding myself up. My room reeks of eggs and caviar. I want to tumble into a nice feathery sleep until I feel 100% again, but all that can really solve this is studying, when I feel like I'm handling my load I stop feeling nauseous.

Planning to go to Broughty Ferry after I do some studying.

Ciao for now

Reflection on acoustic set at Tonic

Ugh!! Fair enough people enjoyed it, but need to get the volume up in ranges I'm not comfortable with!!!! Inferiority complex, why must I get a double chin when I sing when other girls don't.. I hate to say it but there are more attractive singers out there... But I've got more spunk, so ha, in the end that makes me more attractive?! I like to believe so. That was all - goodnight!

A Walk in the Park

The story of our Western lives!

Finally I'm going to improve on my picking skills, my guitar deserves it.

Motivational listening: Mumford and Sons.

Thanks for the 'CD,' Kirsten!

Death

Kill me now!!! I can't stand this fucking wait!

José made my day:

"Your ego, Izzy, is big and mighty. You can't stand being wrong."

I know I'm right, especially now, so give me my fucking pills, so I can get better!

Spuds/cupcakes/doughnuts/love

I want to die alone. Sugar hiccup. Annoyed.

Today I still feel sick, couldn't sleep because all I could think about was everything and not having finished my psychology report yet. I must finish it before I go to bed in order to get a good night's sleep.

I went to my tutorial and did well, we went to Starbucks and then onwards, I had a cupcake, baked potato and some doughnuts, then Ed called me up asked me to book him a ticket. Then we poisoned our bodies with cigarettes.